running out of steam

Really tired. Fact is i should be concentrating on my CITPM, truth is, i'd rather just pass JLPT. i know, wtf, LOL.

but i would like to think that i can pass both :).

such busy days means that i feel slightly annoyed and angsty, especially at work, where i don't think i get to really do what i want or set out to do. but i think at the end of the day, it does get the bills paid, and it's a relatively stable choice. what this means is that i am more able to absorb other non-work-related instability, which essentially ain't a bad thing.

perhaps i'm really hoping to pass the JLPT because of D sensei. time kinda flies, and i wonder what gives after the JLPT, but i guess i will get to figure it out.

i really feel like coming out with my own JLPT study app, for better efficiency, esp at the grammar patterns part, but ah well, i just have to try to pass this one to do that.

really tired, just feel like staying home to sleep. and i think yesterday i got slightly burned out and hence i've been unable to fall asleep. i think my brains just need some time out for any given day, so i have to factor that in when i'm trying to rush through the last mile.